Focusing On The Positive
At least, I got what I wanted
Recently, I spent a lot of money buying an item I needed and wanted at the same time.
I needed this item, but didn’t need to get such an expensive one, but it was what I liked and what I wanted.
It took a while before I eventually decided to get it, I had thought long and hard about it, I sought counsel from many friends and I even prayed about it Lool.
I eventually just went ahead and bought it.
I was afraid though, and worried, and to be honest, I still am.
Why?
I had some sort of fear that if I spent this much money on myself, I’d probably not have any money again.
Huh? Why?
I saved a lot of money within 1 year of internship, despite all the money I had spent on ABSOLUTE NECESSITIES.
It was truly a miracle and I was and still am grateful for it.
The truth is I couldn’t have imagined the amount of money I’d have saved, I thought I’d save a lot less.
God has been providing for me, in ways I couldn’t imagine
Even now, after my internship, I got offered a job that pays well enough for the little work I’m doing. I didn’t apply. I was basically given on a platter of gold.
Why am I now worried that God would no longer provide for me?
Why was my security in what I had and what I could see?
Why don’t I trust God to provide for me?
I actually do not know.
But I’ve decided to focus on the positive:
I got what I wanted.
I could afford what I wanted.
I still have money saved up.
God is going to bless me, a lot. I don’t fully believe it, I’m trying so hard to believe it. I’m going to keep on confessing it. Till I believe it and till it becomes a reality.
This is another writing from my archives. It was written in 2020. What did I buy? A Samsung phone. I’m still using it till now and it’s in pretty good shape. Safe to say, it was a good buy. Lol.
